Sam,
Get rid of the file and stop farting about. Posting a link and tell people there 'maybe' warez on it is enough to get you banned based on the boards rules regardless of your 'rules' and stuff.
I don't wish to sound rude but you are having a lot of basic issues with XP/viruses etc. (and a lack of understanding regarding firewalls, anti-virus etc.) on the PC you are running the torrent daemon on so I would have to say that YOU are well out of your depth and this is just going to lead to more problems and heartache for you the longer you keep this up.